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Life as I believe, is all about give and take. Please enlighten me on how to balance these two words in my life because I can't seem to balance them. I realized that I've been giving too much to people around me. I am not trying to say I am nice or anything. I am not nice, maybe just chincai. I feel bad rejecting people's whatsoever, I feel bad to not say no, I feel bad to tell my feelings out because I love to put myself in other people's shoe. Maybe sometimes I don't but majority wise, yes I do.

Should I start to stop giving so much and start taking? Is this a selfish move? I have no choice, do I? When will I stop giving if I don't end it as soon as possible?

People will climb on my head and start stabbing me non-stop. In the end, put yourself in my shoe and ask, do I gain anything? Basically no. Minority, maybe.

I am afraid that once I start to give less and take more, people won't like it, no? Yes, you will not like it. Once I start to not give in and prove myself right, people despise it. If I don't, I am sort of "pampering" all of you. I don't mind "pampering" but once you are used to the "pampering", it is hard for me to stop it. I don't like all these feelings.

Start voicing out your own opinion, Karen. Start as soon as possible. This will be my only 2011 resolution.

BUT I FEEL BAD

T_T