Spills III
Monday, May 9, 2011 @ 7:03 AM
Catch me on my Twitter to find updates from me these few days ;)One hell of a busy month. I guess I won't be updating that often here so see you in Twitter or Facebook!
I'm pretty stressed up with college assignment and etc so please don't mind me if I give you The Face... =/
P.S : Siapa makan cili, dia akan rasa pedas
(I am not sure if I got that peribahasa 100% right but this is the best peribahasa ever. It's so great to see how guilty and "terasa" they felt and yet they still don't admit it)
P.P.S : I can't wait to graduate and get out of college to work. I want to taste my own freedom and be independent. I want to be able to earn my own income without relying on my parents to give me my weekly allowance. I can't wait to get out of Penang though I know life won't be easy, especially without the help from my parents. I am pampered I realized. I don't grow much here in Penang. I will persuade my dad as much as I can to let me work out of Penang. I know he loves me too much coz I am his popui last manja daughter XD but everyone has to get out of their nest one day, no? =) I just have to slowly... plant these mindset in him... Slowly... I can brainwash him... POSITIVELY lol. No harm or crime done! It's for my own good too. Bah why am I explaining this to you?
Once I am out of here, I definitely have to do my own laundry, cooking, cost planning and other survival crap lol. I am not doing any of that here in Penang because I know I have my trustworthy mum to do it. I don't do cost planning because I know I can get extra money whenever I want to from my parents. I take them for granted sometimes. Do you ever feel you take your parents for granted sometimes? I think I do. :S
I just can't wait. One more year, Karen. One more year.
Don't get the wrong idea why am I feeling all rushing because I don't like my college life. I LOVE my college life and everyone in it (well... not everyone but I'm just being nice here ;p) but I feel... I cannot grow. I can grow in knowledge wise but not independence wise. I am too clingy sometimes till I guess some people find it annoying? Just saying XD
I assume I will be a tad bit more independent when my car arrives? I am still waiting, Daddy =( I rarely see him nowadays, sigh. So busy. I am determined to work once I get used to driving and pro at it (like Fast & Furious /whoo)
Well, in a nutshell, let's just see where fate & life takes us. If I am fated to be forever in Penang, I'll go against you, fate
>:(
